You helped me see
The scars on my skin
Without having to let anyone else in
You noticed me
Noticing how I feel
Longing for something real
Now I’m afraid of looking for your eyes in every crowd
I keep thinking things I’ll never say out loud
I’ll miss the way you laugh whenever I say something clever
but I know
I can’t sit in your shade forever
As badly as I want to
There are rivers to follow
Even if your gaze feels like heaven
We both know where I’m destined
So find me in your dreams tomorrow
Narrate me
Find me a meaning that I can’t define
Am I losing my mind
To want you this badly?
Is it you, or is it me
Who I’ve been missing
And waiting on for so long
How could it be that this feeling is all wrong?
Enclosed is one more gift
I gave you at the beginning
A sign of meaning yet to come
You asked, “What made you think of me?”
I can’t explain the scale of perpetuity
I can only show you how it feels
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